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Interesting, Motivating & Inspiring Story

I see a lot of my juniors confessing about love , sex , make outs awe sum college life .i want to confess something else .

1.I joined heritage in its initial batches .i was very introvert and was a ragged a hell lot . A belt was tied around neck i was made to roam around the college in my first day .When i complained to my dad he thrashed me saying that i was a loser and wasting his hard earned money .( he hoped that i was in IIT).I felt liked being raped that day .not by my college seniors but by my dad.

2.i got a very low grade in my first semester because i was pressurized by my dad to appear for IIT again . i Got a severe thrashing from him again .my mom somehow rescued me.

3. In second semester i mustered up enough courage to propose to my best friend but she rejected me because in her words “”she didn’t wanted to be ridiculed by her friends “”. she stopped talking to me after that .i was heart broken as she and my mom were the only people i shared everything with.

4.during the 4th semester break , while i was returning home after teaching a student . i got a phone call informing me that my mom had expired . my world came crashing that day . I cried for for days on end and somehow picked myself up as i had no other alternative

5. My attendance fell very low that semester and i was summoned by the principal . when i told him about my mothers death he replied “” i hear this lie everyday .please bring me the death certificate if u have one .”” Then while i was leaving he told me “” no need to bring death certificate , useless guys like u can even fake that .call your dad “”

6. my frnds always ridiculed me because i was loser .i dint laugh at their jokes .to mix with them i started drinking .i dint like the taste but liked the high . i often used to act drunk to appear more cool .i learned to call girls “”magi “” but never knew its real meaning . that helped me survive college

7.it was the campussing day , i got rejected that day again .hoped to make it to the next company .but was unsucessfull till the and of campussing . i had tried a lot . attended English speaking classes (my English was horrible) , brought new pair of shirt . when my dad heard this he told me not to call again and this time i didnt feel remorse or regret for him . for the ntire night i contemplated suicide but couldn’t as i had promised my mom that i will shine one day .

8 . i started doing private tutiions and preparing for CAT.i gave my everything . I got 99.87 percentile but couldnt make it again to a big IIM because of my low grades .What had i done now to deserve this ? i felt . I finally got admitted into decent college and a helpful bank manger arranged for loan .

9.After passing out i got into volvo eicher as a junior manager . i dint last for 3 months because i couldnt lick my boss s boot properly .My service was terminated because of being inefficient .

10. i started making i phone apps in my leisure time while i was applying to a few companies .Slowly i took it up as a more serious start up . got hold of 2 more friends like me who were from cs background and were unable to find a job .

11 in 2011 i made a small office .by the end of 2011 i had a small group of 8 engineers working with me . In 2012 we bagged several contracts from companies like mobiquity , exxon mobile and the workforce increased to 80 developers .in march 2013 i will be applying for turnover of over 5 crores .

i dont know how to thank god for his blessings . i thank that senior who ragged me in my first day at college, that girl who dumped me , my professors who ridiculed me , the numerous friend who though i was a loser . it is you who gave me the courage , the fire , the anger to succeed against all odds . seriously no hard feelings guys , u made me what i am . i dont stay with my dad but i send him enough so that he can lead a comfortable life . My advise to all juniors .shine in life .When a loser like me can why cant u?.never let people say u cant do it . many people might have faced similar or more lows in college life but NEVER EVER give up . Let not a broken relationship , failed grade ,lost job opportunity or “”status”” among friends define you . And never lose faith in humanity in goodness .there a few bad people but there are a lot more good people around here . I met a lot of good people,professors in my college .and believe me heritage taught me a lot

Lastly MA, hope u could read this . i love u a lot.

Love never dies

“I miss my Girlfriend alot. we spent years together in school.
But today she in no more in this world.
She died 7 months ago in an accident while returning from her friend’s home.
From that day I’ve never been able to even think about any other girl.
I spend all my time crying, in her memories. I am not able to concentrate on my studies.
My life has become HELL.
Don&t know what to do with my life. Just feel like there’s nothing left in this world to live for, but then, thw thought of my family stops me from doing anything that would give them the pain i’m suffering from. They don’t know anything about this.
I never believed in love, until the day i frst saw her. The day i frst spoke to her, i decided to live rest of my life with her. The day i proposed her, and she agreed, was indeed the best day of my life. I felt like…like…aisa laga jaise mujhe jannat mil gayi ho.
She gave me butterflies in my stomach. I just couldn’t stop smiling whenever i heard her name or saw her. I just loved to see and just see her when she used to speak. She taught me, what true love actually was. I just dreamt about our future lives..our wedding…about our kids..the way we lived with each other through our old age until our death. Yes! She was my first love and indeed, my first girlfriend. I just can’t even imagine my life with any other girl. I rarely go out or talk to anyone since that miserable day of my life. I have my parents worried about me, my life and curious about my behaviour.
I can fool the world with my fake smile but not them. Everytime they ask me-about the matter, i just change the topic. I don’t have any explanation for that.

She died, I cried
World takes my smile as the sign of my happy goin life, but i know. Inside i am dieing

It ws my mistake, she died just because of me. She called me up askin me to pick her up. But my lazy ass…i ws sleeping, so just asked her to take a cab. Now, i regret my life.

I have money, but now I realized why people say money cannot buy happiness.

Our memories of our time spent together makes me smile and her loss makes me cry at the same time.

I just pray to God, that just once, if i could get her back again, i’d never ever let her go.
I just pray to God, that i’d die in her place, but i wan’t her alive back again, just to hug her tight and never leave, i just wan’t to see her smile, i just wan’t to kiss her once again.
I still daydream about her coming back to life and us living like before. once again. Just once. I’d never leave her, i’d never let her even walk 100 metres without me.

Whenever my friend ask me to forget her and move on-but I with tears in my eyes, just smile walk away.
While writing this, i had her in my mind. I can go on for days and even months talking about her and her qualities.
Every night i go to bed crying and wake up crying since last 7 months.
This post is not to gain sympathy but to tell everyone that either to care for the one you love so much that they never leave you or never love anyone soo much that their loss makes you hard to survive.

May your soul rest in peace yashika.
I love you very much and my love for u, will keep on increasing, until i die.”

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Invisible Tears

It had been days and months i know him.. But at first i never tried to speak with him nor i never tried to know about him. But fate will never leave you with choice of yours completely. Suddenly my life take a very big up. I don’t know.. That day i will definitely know that up will lead you to down.
It started with a simple message one day. I never thought that…replying to that will change the course of my life. I just replied and unknowingly we got closer to each other.when you are happy everything runs so fast!!! Its seems. Time flew past us so fast that,each and every day we moved so many steps together. We used to love, fight, kiss, hug, argue, sad sometimes ,happy sometimes,Romantic a lot. Even now this are making me blush all the way when i am writing this.
But never did i thought that,ups will be over and you will eventually fall down. But the day came!!! When step by step of my life started moving back ward..exactly the same steps.. I never missed walking back. And all i had left with is loneliness again.
But this time tears didn’t ran down my cheeks.They just started falling from my heart and covering up my soul so bad that i am drenched in those tears and started moving down. And the feelings which are mixed up in my tears started killing me like that they are avenging me because all i did was being so sensitive and making up grow them more and more.
But something is different with these kind of tears and the one who created this.
I learned from you is a beautiful fake laugh that hides the pain killing inside. Yes,really with the laugh on my face learn from you and the invisible tears caused by you which are covering up my soul ,i am improving the strongest personality ever i had and i am becoming a strong women as you titled me.
What the strange part is,even in this deepest sorrow we and you are the things all i can think of!……

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About friendship

Hi friends i m shanaya frm rajasthan 17 yrs old..mera ek ldke s contact hua fb p by my frnds..dhire dhire hmari bat hui fb p n we were close frnds vo har bt share krne lga n me bhi..hm milte b the jb hmara frnd circle kuch plan krty thy dhire dhire jin logo ki wjhse usse cntct hua un sbse hmari frndship khtm ho gy ab only vo he hmara frnd h…uska nam h varun ..mri ek close frnd h ankita varun ne use sis bnaya hua h…ab bat y h ki varun mujhse pyar krta h bt i dnt luv him mne use hmesha kha ki ache frnds h apn to usne kha ki vsa wala pyar he hota h ky mujhe dosto wala pyar h…tb mne b keh diya ha mujhe b pyar h bcz pyar only gf bf m nh hota h har rishte m hota h…ek din use mujhse milna th vo mre gar aya th bt sudeenly he strted to cuddle wid me m us tym behosh ho gy thy n ek do bar or aya th milne he strted to kiss me everywhwre except lower parts..ek din abhi mre bday p mre ek best buddy h usne mri dp lgai thy to usne usse ldai krli kaha use mar dga vo kisi b ldke s m bt kru vo bardash nh kr skta h..itna he nh one day usne mujhe abhse wrds use kre bhut gusse m th ma***** bhen**** sb kuch tb mri cousin ne usse ldai kri thy tbse vo mri cousin ko psnd nh krta h n agr uski kuch bt niklti h to use gali dta h or jo mra buddy h kehta h usse b dur rhna vrna uski lyf khrab kr dunga jiski responsible only m hougi..jbhi b use gussa ata b vo gali dna shuru ho jata h…bt khta h vo mujhse pyar krta h isly itna possesive h…ek din usne mujhse mre pics mange the tb mne usse puch liya ki usko mujhse pyar h ya mri body s bole tumse h bt man kr rha h..jbhi b hm milte h nrmly frnds k sath to alag le jata h bate krta h n ptani mre uper parts ko touch krta h usse pyar krta h m bhuy rokti hu thapad b mara th use mne bt usne kha ki y pyar hna dosti m itna nh kr skte kya ap mre liye tb m kuch nh khti bt ek din had ho gayi vo mre gar milne aya usse phle usne mujhse kuch manga n mmy papa ki kasm d di ki m vo pura kru n kasam k liye mujhe vo krna pada usne kha th m only bikini phnu n uper s towel usme dkhna h usko mujhe..mne vo b kiya usne prpmise kiya th vo kuch nh krega only kiss krega face p usne letaya mujhe or uper sab jgh kiss kiya bt at that tym usne mra towel fek diya n mre kamr k yha s piche s underwear m hath dalke sehlane laga bs aage ja he rha th mne use thapad mar diya or usse pucha ki usne promise kyu toda usne kha ptani chala raha nh gaya esa sb..m abhi itni mature nh hu pls gys mri help kro ky kru me mujhpe shak krta h kehta h fb k passwrd do khta h jb mujhse bt kro tb kisi s bat kt kro watsup mt chalao tb yr m usk hisab s q jiyuu jb m usse luv b nh krti bs frndship m itna diya usko mne bt vo kuch b bt hoti h to pic bhjo na m hmesha tal dti hu bt mra dil y khta h ki vo mujhe kbhi buri nazar s nh dkhta h pyar krta h isly uska man hua hga..bt nw wat can i do.. Ky jwab du jb vo mujhe ese traet krta h mri cousin s bt krne k lye mana krta h m uski naukar thdi hu…help m plss…sory itni lmba tym lne k liye…i need u ol….

unbearable pain

M 18
In the middle of the night, when I reread our conversations, down come all emotions flowing in water… :'(
That’s when I resign from the memories and stare at the walls and the ceiling… =/
That’s when I feel I want you close to me… :’)
That’s when I turn to a side and weep harder… =(
That’s when a part inside me longs for you to wrap me from behind and to my relief, finding you there for me, with me, I turn to you… =)
That’s where I want my refuge, hiding in your arms… ^_^
Just you and me… ^_<
That’s when I want to tell you how much I love you and how much I need you… :*
That’s how I want to cry harder and harder so as to lighten up my heavy heart full of the pain of your distance and absence even in your presence… :’)
That’s how I want to compensate for the offence of hurting you, committed unknowingly, though it is inexcusable… =]
I don’t desire anything from you…
Just your presence is what I long for… ^_^
I long for your smile that will be a bliss… 😉
I long for the touch of your hands that will wipe my tears and then hold me so close to you that all my fears of losing you will melt away and never haunt my soul… <3
Yes, this is what I feel, felt never ever before…
And you know what? You only had the power to make me feel the warmth of this love…
I don’t know if I can say it with authority but still I will…
I love you and only you, till I breathe my last… ^_^ <3
#Dedicated
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my hero

At the age of 17 this guy joined Air-Force so as to support a family with 3 brothers and 3 sisters (This guy is the eldest brother). During Air-Force job he was posted at different places (Andaman islands at times). This guy was travelling sometimes with his family and sometimes alone to be in sync with his job.

In 1997 (After 15 years Air-force job), at the age of 32 he retired from Air-Force and came to Rajasthan and opened a small shop. The work was going good. He was able to get a good living. Also, All the brothers and sisters were married. Only responsibilities he had was a wife, a son and a daughter.

Due to personal issues, He was forced to leave that shop and shift to chandigarh where he again setup a small marble shop. After sometime when the work was stable, due to government policies the shop was demolished. A huge loss was done. But this guy has the stamina to stand up again and used to go home to home, societies to societies on his scooter selling polybags, bulb holders, plastic items to earn a living. His loving wife opened a small garment shop to earn a little more. Then they were able to save enough amount to open another marble shop at some other place. Good days were near but it happened again. The marble shop was demolished, leaving nothing for this guy.

This guy took a little loan from his friend and moved to gurgaon alone (leaving family in chandigarh for sometime), in search for work. He opened a shop again. This time it was in gurgaon. Then the entire family moved to gurgaon in a single room. A family with 4 members in a small room in Gurgaon. This time it was in partnership with a relative (who was himself in a bad situation, he even borrowed money to celebrate his son’s birthday because he was not having money for the same).But this 40 year old guy was still fighting for more.

A constant Hard Work and dedication did wonders. Today, at the age of 50, he is living in a Duplex Independent house in one of the top residential areas of gurgaon. He is one of the Haryana’s top sellers in his business domain. From negative amounts this guy came to this position where he can afford all luxuries that this family demands. His daughter is an MBA and son is pursuing engineering from IIT.

He is my inspiration, my super hero and I am his proud son.
December 20, 2014

Smiling at a stranger.

Smiling at a stranger.

Try doing that in India and look at the reactions you get. Smile at a guy and he would assume you are gay, try smiling at at a girl and boom you are a pervert.
I will tell you my experience.

Last year I went to Norway for a client deployment. Oh boy! such a beautiful country and so are the people.
First day at office: random person comes up to me and says Good Morning! with a contagious smile on her face. I am in a state of shock by now.

I am thinking: I don’t know you for God’s sake. Who are you? What do you want from me? Are you interested in me? No, I am in a committed relationship. Please leave me alone.

That was my level of discomfort initially. And as the day passed by, I had 20 similar experiences. From the people in the office to people on the streets. Randomly smiling at me as if they are really happy to see me. Soon, it started to grow on me. I started smiling at strangers and they responded. It was a nice feeling. It felt like a strong connection with the human species where everyone acknowledges your existence. It felt beautiful and natural.

In my time there, I tried my best to make this my habit. Every morning, I would enter the office with a big smile on my face as if I had just won a lottery. I started saying Hi to everyone I met at the coffee machine. It seems so easy but it was not so easy for me being the introvert I am and the kind of social setting I have spent most of my life in. I resolved to try this when I would be back to India. And I did.

Initially, the reactions were not so great. Even they felt that this guy is “showing-off”. But I was not. I was just happy and wanted to spread it. I started to wish everyone with whom I crossed my path. The security guard, the kaam-wali(domestic help), the guy in the other team and so on. Adding a smile on someone’s face everyday.

It is like a rat race here and people do not have time to appreciate the small, beautiful things. So simple and yet so difficult.I wish this culture becomes an integral part of India.

sensible hotness

When I turned 17, everyone around me was making a girlfriend. Studies took the back seat. Instead of Physics, people discussed about girls.

” Which girl do you like” someone among us would ask.

“I like X. She is hot.”

Hotness became the new cool. Hotter the girl, more the number of boys wanting her as girlfriend. Why? I think nobody understood then. At least I didn’t. It was done because everyone was doing it.

During fourth semester of my engineering, a girl proposed me. She was everything a boy of 20 would have wanted for. Smart and educated. More than everything else she loved me like crazy. But this time, the girl was not pretty. However, it didn’t matter. People change with time. I realized by then that physical beauty is not going to last. Love would. So I’m lucky to have someone who loves me more than anything else.

She left one day. Probably she found someone whose love for her was far greater than her love for me. I’m not sure. She never told me.

I introspected. Love being aside, we were quite opposite. I like reading,she hated it. She loved parties what I despise till now. She was free as a bird, I caged myself in few things. She was cool, I wasn’t. Whatever. It was not meant to happen. It didn’t happen.

Few days ago, I started messaging a girl. I immediately started liking her. She loved writing.She was witty. I liked her for that only to realize she is already committed. Bad. I can’t flirt with her anymore.

One of my friend asked me what I would look for in a girl. What is my expectation?

“Nothing” I said. She was surprised.

I seriously don’t know what would make me fall for a girl at 25. What I know is this-hotness is not the primary criterion and I should have a similar liking which she has so that we can enjoy each other’s presence.

I would appreciate if someone can understand my silence. That’s it.

posted on December 27, 2014

my road to success

My grades sucked and I wasn’t(or am not) even eligible for a job.
I used to waste all my time watching movies or playing pc games.
Didn’t have a gf either.Wasn’t good at anything.
So I liked this girl a lot,she was a junior and had a b.f
I never was into chasing girls(had a gf in class 9th though) and was always afraid of rejection.But i never wanted to quit on her,even though I was being friend zoned.After 6 months of trying,I failed.I was depressed and was feeling very low.I really really felt like shit.
That’s when I realized that I was worth nothing.And I decided that I need to do something about my life.
I started learning making apps and after about 7-8 months of learning.I launched a music player.Had no money for advertising so I used to sleep 4hrs /day for a long time so that I could tell the online world about my app.
It soon gained momentum and now after 5 months of it’s launch, has over 250,000 downloads ,comes under top 15 music players(now comes under 10,just above google 😀 )
and earns me more than Rs 100,000/month(In December it earned me Rs. 1,30,000)
with the money almost doubling each month.(without even me having to work)
I have rejected job offers without even asking how much they will pay me.
Have been represented as a budding entrepreneurs in India in front of professors of Amity College (even though I am not from Amity)
Have been contacted by “Mozilla”(yes the same browser company) because of my app.
Have been offered Rs.36,000,00($60,000) for selling my app,but I rejected.
And the fact that I am still in college pursuing my B.Tech degree brings a smile on my face.
And all this happened within an year.
That rejection made me realize ,”life is what you make it”,your attitude towards the different events and things is the only thing that matters.

I have been chasing a new girl these days 😛

My life

My grades sucked and I wasn’t(or am not) even eligible for a job.
I used to waste all my time watching movies or playing pc games.
Didn’t have a gf either.Wasn’t good at anything.
So I liked this girl a lot,she was a junior and had a b.f
I never was into chasing girls(had a gf in class 9th though) and was always afraid of rejection.But i never wanted to quit on her,even though I was being friend zoned.After 6 months of trying,I failed.I was depressed and was feeling very low.I really really felt like shit.
That’s when I realized that I was worth nothing.And I decided that I need to do something about my life.
I started learning making apps and after about 7-8 months of learning.I launched a music player.Had no money for advertising so I used to sleep 4hrs /day for a long time so that I could tell the online world about my app.
It soon gained momentum and now after 5 months of it’s launch, has over 250,000 downloads ,comes under top 15 music players(now comes under 10,just above google 😀
and earns me more than Rs 100,000/month(In December it earned me Rs. 1,30,000)
with the money almost doubling each month.(without even me having to work)
I have rejected job offers without even asking how much they will pay me.
Have been represented as a budding entrepreneurs in India in front of professors of Amity College (even though I am not from Amity)
Have been contacted by “Mozilla”(yes the same browser company) because of my app.
Have been offered Rs.36,000,00($60,000) for selling my app,but I rejected.
And the fact that I am still in college pursuing my B.Tech degree brings a smile on my face.
And all this happened within an year.
That rejection made me realize ,”life is what you make it”,your attitude towards the different events and things is the only thing that matters.

I have been chasing a new girl these days 😛