Category Archives: Grief

misunderstanding

Im 22(female). I met him 3 years ago.he loves me a lot.. But due to some misunderstanding s we broke up..its always my mistake..he wants me not to tok to guys n i always talk..its been 4 months we broke up..n i miss him a lot..i cry whole night..i dont even feel like looking at other guys..he is my prince! I hv tried everything to mke him come bck in my life bt he says he want to make his career n do not want to waste his time on all this love n all. I always want to see him happy n bcoz me he is loosing in studies.. I decided to let him set free n let him make his career..bt its too difficult for me to stay away from him..i want him bck..wt do i do guys?

I was into a relationship for 5 years.. I loved him more than anything in this world. But we always fought. I never was loved by anyone.. Not by parents, not by sisters, friends betrayed me. Even he started behaving which i never expectd. Made fun of me always, stopped hearing my problem, he just stopped talking with me. We lived together but he was never there with me. Ignored me for his friends, family.. Then he would always spend my money and will say he hasspent alot on me which i dont even know when. I was so frustrated with my life tried to die. But was saved everytime. Lost everything everyone i loved. He was never there to give me his shoulder to cry on. On our anniversary this year i talked to a guy he is not from this country but made me feel so special that i dont even think my boyfriend has made me feel ever. Now this guy is trying hard to come to me and to take me with him so that i can marry him. But i still cant get over my EX becuase i have spend so much of time with him. I never betrayed him but this new guy made me do this.. That means he has a special heart. I dont know what to do now.

confused fb lover

I met a girl on fb but i got her no frm my classmate bcoz she called him n whn he came in class nxt day he told me wht happend last day. So i called her to ask who is she. Thn aftr few months i send her frnd request on fb that was my biggest mistake. Thn we start chatting on fb after few minutes i hv to go fr a work n thn she msg me on my no.1st thn we start texting. We talk each n every single minute. Aftr 3-4days she ask me tht i like her or love her. I was confused n thinking of it whn she forced me n i realise tht i m in love wid her i told her tht i m in love. I always tried to make her happy. 1 thing is we were in long distance relationship. I nvr forced her for anything. But her demands were rising. I ignored tht n tried to fulfill her all wishes. I trust her too much. I gave her my fb password also if i wanna cheat her thn why i gave her password. I checkd her phn whn we met. I show some chats with boys tht was un believalbe. But i ignored bcoz i luv her. She was having affair in her collage n she was datin thm also n she always tell lie but i believe her evry tym. But i luv her n believe her respect her. I gave her too much respect. Kbi b usse kch galat ni bola na kbi kch galat krne ka socha. Khayab tk ni aane diya….uske baare me kbi galat sunta b ni tha ladai kr baithta tha un logo se jo kch galat bol b dete the toh….usku job lgne k baad toh hadd hi hone lgi wo hmesha ldko se ghanto baate kene lgi mujhe ignore krne lgi…..mujhse hr baat pe ldai krne lgi pr tb b galat fahami me tha k she loves me…starting me hm dono ne ek dusre ko dekha tk ni tha aur ab usne kya bahane banane start kiye k meri shakal buri hai mai smart ni hu….haan maine kb usse kaha mai smart hu mai toh khud ko bura hi btata tha tb toh use achcha lgta tha toh ab kya hua……kbi mere saath puri lyf bitane ko tayaar thi pr aaj mujhse kahti hai meri shakal tk ni dekhna chahti….jb uske offce wale bf ne ditch kiya toh dubara mere paas aayi hi kyu….hmesha jhoot bolna toh jaise uski ├ádat hai….mai hi pagal hu jo uske liye mare ja ra hu…..jb clg me tha mai usse milne k liye savings krta tha k jb milunga tb khrch krunga….kbi paise ni maange na kbi koi demand ki….bs uska saath hi toh chahta tha…she is my 1st love…uske alawa kis aur ldki k baare me socha tk ni…..uske liye toh mai bs ek khilona hu.samajh ni aata kya kru hr tym yaad aati rhti hai neend tk ni aati…..

i m in love

F22 Middle fmly se belong krti hu,5year ago ek ladke se fb m frnshp hui,650km door rhta h,dekhne m smart h and air force m job krta h,one year eldr h mujhse. Hamne number exchange kiye or fon pe bat krne lage,fmly prblm ki wajah se mai sirf rat m bat krti thi chup chip ke,starting ke two year tak mujhe love ho gya or sayad use ni pyar ho gya..na usne kabhi kaha na maine, ham continue bat ni krte kbhi kbhi krte the..usne meri pic mangi maine dia per use mai bahot dubli lagi.ek din rat m usne call kia 2bje or mera waiting call btaya,(mummy eldr sis se bat ker rhi thi delivery k silsile m),bs fir usne kaha baat nhi karna ab..fir 2sal bat ni hui. 1year ago maine nya mobile liya or whatsapp use krne lagi,usko msg kia to usne pehchan liya,or pic meri mangi usne to dia maine, use achi lagi mai fir video call kiya or bat fir se hone lagi but thodi bahot,or mai truly love krti hu use..or ab wo sirf video call krke mujhe dekh leta h.bt btaya ni ajtak ki luv krta h ki ni..or Maine bi ni btaya,or ab 5year ho gye total meri shadi bhi kr sakte h ghar wale toh kya usse btana chahiye ki I am love wid you. plz suggestions for me….!!

Want serious advises

I am in a reltnship wid a guy since 5 yrs we were happy togthr we decided to marry he talked abt dis wid his famly 3 yrs bck bt his mom n sis was totally against me dueto intercaste so there were disputes among us bt ee continued our reltnship famly doesnt know abt it we tok to each other ,. He is not completely settle he needs some more time to bcum financially sound aftdat we hve decide to marry but know since 1 yr his behaviour has chnged he doest give me tym he is olways busy i hve tolked to him so many tyms dat y dont u give me time he says dat he want to concentrate in work to get settle so dat he can marry mee and live independently i hve fought wid him so many tyms to give tym n tok to me but he gives priority to work first and gym he blames me dat i dnt understand him i m imature.. I cry so much i just want u as u were ealrler but he is chnged he doesnt care i m crying or wat he is just busy in his whole world pls suggest mee wat shuld i do bcos i cant live without talking to him n we r in longdistance reltnship advise pls ??

missing my love

Hii…i wanna confess something…..or please give me genuine suggestions…..kisi ne abuse kiya to….sun lo maine gaaliyo mein p.h.d ki huyi hai…..ye sb chodo…baat thodi serious hai…i was in relationship wid a girl who is 5 years younger than me…..i noe her when she was 12…bt now she is 21….or meri age to tum nikal hi logey….bahut baar try krne pr vo ready ho gyee friendship ke liye…..or fir hum relationship mein bhi aa gye….post thodi lambi hai….dhyaan se read kr ke suggestions dena please….hamesha kucch na kucch maangti rehti thi….kbhi recharge krva do…..kbhi perfume la do kbhi kucch kbhi kucch…..bt maine kbhi dhyaan hi ni diya…mjhe to bs ye tha ki jisey itne din se chaha vo mil gyee….bht khush tha main….har roz usey uske coleg se pic kr ke fbd se delhi le jaa kr Giani’s se fruit sundae khilata tha…..bt uska ek friend tha koi jiske baare mein vo mere aage gaane gaati rehti thi…..whatsapp pr hamesha usi behc**d ke liye status daalti thi….mjhe gussa aata tha…bolti thi ki mere dil ke do part hai ek tum or ek vo uska friend… or bhi bht kucch kiya uske liye….usne bola ki family ko financially problem hai….uski fee jaani thi jo ki nov. mein jani hai 1.5 around…..vo bhi dene ko agree tha main….uskr baday pr bhi usko sb se pehle wish kiya……cake order kiya …party orgnise ki…bt vo apne friends ke sath busy rahi koi phone ni aaya…online ho kr bhi msg ni krti thi….maine gussey mein suna diya usey to ab naraaz hai…..bolti hai ki ab main friend hi rahungi bs relationship mein ni rehna…..shaadi tk ka soch chuke they….bt ab sb kuch khatam ho gya na main baat krta hu na vo…..koi ladki hi btaye ki kya ho skta hai uske dil mein…ek baar sunane pr hi bura maan gyee….bht yaad aati hai uski…darta hu ki kahi gussey mein kucch kar na baithu….suggest me something…ki what can i fo fr bring her back….

hurts

F,22

jdhpr

I lmw u read ds page..dts y writing it here…. I left me… said dt u hate me..bt still i dnt knw y.. I LUV U .. i committed many mistakes… hurt u many tyms.. bt dt dt ws bcz f immaturity .. u left me alone… blocked me frm everywhere.. do u really think dt if i’ll nt c ur pic dn i’ll frget u ??? m sry.. bt luv doesnt need pix etc.. u live in my heart dear.. & no one cn erase u .. i tried to hate u bcz of how much u insulted me.. said to me.. bt i really cnt..i cnt.. cz i still luv u vry mch.. more dn anything…i still pray fr u… i knw one day u’ll cum to me.. & will say u luv me.. i decided not to marry any1 now.. its nt dt i dnt believe any1 or aything lyk dt… its jst .. dt d ryts i had given u… d luv i feel fr u.. i cnt give it to anybody else evr in my lyf… u knw.. if sum1 wud guarantee me dt i cn spend only one day wd u… n aftr dt i have to die… i wud choose dt fr sure… i upload many pix & status jst to hide my feelings n to show dt m absolutly fyn.. bt deep inside i knw.. m nt.. m totally broken …since last 7 months i cry vry nyt & pray to god to get u back…i dnt knw… whether dese things mattr fr u or nt evn..somtyms i evn think of committing suicide bt dn think.. if i’ll die.. dn how wud i get to marry u … how will i tell u how much i really luv u…while writing ds m still crying…bt evry drop of my tear believes ,,.. u’ll come 1 day defently & u’ll say… “I LUV U MISHTI ” .. till dt day…i’ll wait fr u baby… i really luv u…. miss u lyk hell :'( bt still luv u …

murdered by life

How can i tell my parents that i want to be a photographer and do not want a government job? I always liked photography above everything but never realised until the way i have started feeling about it. I want a serious career in this field. My parents want to see me settling down as a government employee so that i have a good life ahead in terms of financial and social status. In India, it is a matter of proud when you are a government employee because you have a secure future. Typical Indian parents are extremely choosy when it comes about career options for their children. Being competitive with other parents regarding the achievements of their children is a kind of tradition here. I want to be a wildlife photographer. I have tried to tell them earlier but could not utter a word as i can feel the amount of hope from me and the immense amount of pressure of accountability towards the society which they think they have to face. I have more interest in anything but photography i want to be a photographer but i do not want to let them down. What should i do? I am 22. Its my first confession i would not like my name to be surfaced. Its a sincere question and confession, please try to help.

f20

Hello friends f20 mujhe apse ek suggestion chaiye tha ….actually mera breakup hua tha feb me….me bahut dukhi hui thi roi b thi sabne yhi kha ki move on kar …..bahut mushkil se khudh ko smbhala ….wapis apni life start kri uske bina….aur dheere dheere sach me us ko yad krna kam ho gya….abhi kuch din pehle me ek ladke se bat krne lagi uske ane ke bad bahut fark pda…feel hua ki sayd me wapis pyar kr sakti hu….par ek feeling hai jo khtam nahi ho pa rhi mujhe mere ex ki har time chinta rehti hai….matlab me har time ye sure krti rehti hu ki kahin wo dukhi na ho…uski timeline check krti rehti hu….mana ki me move on kr rhi hu par ye feeling nahi khtam ho rhi ….me bas janna chati hu ki kaise me uski chinta karna band kru kaise use bilkul bhulu….┬ákuch smjh bhi nahi a rha…

i love him

f18
i dont know what is going on with my relationship. from past few months i am not able to handle this1.5 year relation. i broke up several time many girls like his pictures and comment i dont like it i fight with him that its doesnt happens on my id then why yours. he says i am very doubtful and has doubts on him. he never told me about his past and when i come to know that his ex gf or someone has liked his pic i get angry and fight with him a lot .
recently i broke up saying we dont have a future a we are from different castes and we aare not happy together. but then he adds unknown girls on his id and used to reply late to my texts. i fe agitated. and recently i just got furious and abused him and just said him to get lost . he just blocked me but i have always been there and helped him always. we are in a long distance relationship i dont know what to do i love him we got physical too. i do love him a lot but should i go back to him or should i move on ?
i have my exams going on i am crying like hell and cannot study i dont know what i should do.
please help me .