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Hello.. Here is Shaheen F22 Jaipur.. I m in a big trouble.. 1stly apne baare me bata dun.. I m a muslim girl.. & my father he hve big repo n fam.. he is an administrativ officer.. I hv a boyfriend.. His nam Shubham.. n he frm another religion.. Mere dad ka bata dun vo kafi relogious typ k h.. In my fmly..kabhi kisi ne inter religion marrieg toh kya love mrg tak nhi ki.. Hamare reletivs m ladkio pr kafi boundetion lagai jati h bt mere Papa muje bht pyar karte h or dadu or sab reletivs se ladkr mujhe freedom m rakhte h… Mujhe padhne k liye bahar bheja jesi life mujhe chahiye thi vesi life mujhe di.. Jo pehnna chaha pehna.. Full on.. aish moj.. Iski vajah se mere sare reletivs papa se chidhte h… or unko hamesha mujhs or se problm hoti h.. Me bachpn se study n sports me 1st rahi hun.. jiski vajah se papa proud feel karte h.. Me sports m nationle gold medlist bhi hun.. Ab problm shuru hoti h yaha se.. School tym me mera ek friend tha.. Sameer.. & hum dono bchpn se besties h.. hum dono ek duare ko bachpn se hi like karte h bt akbhi usne b nhi bola na mene.. Aftr 3 n half year se hum dono commited h.. Vo har situation m mere sath deta h humesha support krta h.. Sar bad situation se mijhe nikala.. Perfect Lover h vo.. Hum dono m ldai b hoti h bt pyar bht h.. Hum dono physical relation m nhi the qk hum dono shadi k bad chahte the m.. Bt kuch time pehle hum physical b ho gaye.. Mere har sports compitetion me vo mere aath hota h.. Mera workout n prectis m meri help vo karta h.. Uski study m me uski help karti hun..uska sara college assinment me pura karti hun.. . Ab situation h k agr me use dekhu nhi ya bat nahi hoti toh m bht bechain ho jati hun.. Rondhu ho gayi hun..bss Usse ladai hote hi hath kat leti hu.. Vo b mujhe bht pyar karta h bht zyada… Hum dono bht possesive h.. Abi uski job lag gayi h.. Delhi Ab hum dono ko shadi karni h.. Sam:- bolta h k agr meri fmyl use eccept nhi karegi to vo religion chng kar lega.. Bt me agree nahi hun.. Kyuki uske b perents h…or vo to sba sikh gaya mere religion k bare m or me bhi.. Bt me ye b janti hu k mere papa kabhi hamari shadi k liye kabhi Razi nhi hongi.. kyuki mere reletives.. Joint family.. Bhai log.. Papa maan b gaye toh reletivs unhe jine nhi denge.. Me kya karu.. Samjh m nhi aata me bhagkar bhi shadi nhi kr sakti kyuki papa ne kabhi mjhe bound nhi kiya.. Kya karu koi mujhe batayega… Mera bhai pura hitler h..ek saal pehle bhai ne mujhe sameer se phon pr bat karte hue dekh liya tha mujhe bht mara b tha..or phon b tod diya tha.. Bt papa ki vajah se ab sab thik ho gaya.. Can you give me sme suggestion.. Bs mujhe Sam se shadi karni h..