frustation

Female,18
Mere bf k sath kch dino phle bht bhayanak wala jhgda ho gya chhote se bat pe Maine b gusse m bht suna diya use
N abhi jb m use msgs kr ri hu cl kr ri hu to koi response nh aa rha h Hmlog diffrnt cities m rhte h..
Hmare common frnd se pta chla mjhe ki wo abhi b pyar krta h mjhse bt pta nh kyu dur jana chahta h khud ko rok rha h
ek bar kehta h ki nh bhul paega aur next day bolta h ki ek din zrur bhul k dikhaunga Bht ignore kr rha h mjhe
Pta nh kya chal rha h dimag m.
M janti hu ki iske bad kbhi b relationship m nh aa paega kisi k sath Use lg rha h ki hmare future k liye yhi sahi h..isse aage chl k mjhe hi fayda hoga koi b mere bare m bat kre to use mana kr deta h n kbhi kbhi kisi bat pe khud se mere bare m kch bolta h mere bare m kbhi kch b bura nh bolta
Smjh hi nh aa rha h ki kr kya rha h
Khud se hi jhuth bol rha h
Khud se bhag rha h
Aur mjhe mauka b nh de rha ki m apni bat rkh saku uske samne
M use kisi b halat m nh khona chahti..
bt aaj usne hmare common frnd ko bola ki wo mjhe ye msg pass kr de ki m ab use cl ya msg krke preshan na kru Ab mjhe smjh hi nh aa rha ki kya kru
M itne stupid se bat pe use jane nh de skti
Bht darr lg rha h
Wo sch m bhul gya to..
kahi uska pyar kam ho gya to..
kch smjh nh aa rha
M getting messed up