Help

M 20,Mumbai
I’m a guy of simple taste with not many demands frm parents…but quite frustrated… Can’t concentrate on my engineering ryt now….i repeated to get a good college but still not happy…failing subjects… Parents r fed up with me….mum always says get ouuta the house…I feel like I’m the worst son ever born…feel stuck..on toppa that I’m madly in love with a girl since 7 years could never gather the courage to tell her…pls help…m not a bad person