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Hii all, M 23..new delhi… 1 saal pehle delhi aaya.. Ofcourse job ke liye.. 3 mhine ka struggle.. jyaada bolta nhi hu.. To jaanta bhi nhi kisi ko.. Wo mili… Baat hui.. Dosti hui.. 3 mhine me pyaar.. Job pe bhi lag gya.. Din raat batein milnaa.. Kab pyaar ho gya pta nhi chala.. Itni caring itni pyari. Use mere khaane ka sone ka kaam ka padhai ka sab knowledge.. Emotional hun bhut.. Sab maan lia use… Then we decided hatke ke kuch nhi karenge shaadi se pehle.. Par itna pyaar… Kehti tere bina saans nhi aati mujhe.. Thenn last month.. Ek dum ghar waalon ne rishta kar dia.. Last time bulaya jantar manter pe.. bhut roye dono.. Kehti kuch nhi kkar paayi.. Now problem yeh hai ki mai ghut rha hun.. no.. Deleted.. Sim tod diye.. Delhi me kisi ko jaantaa nhi hun.. Duty jaata hhn bs.. Room me rota rehta hun.. Delhi ke har kone me yaad hai uski.. one girl boy hun.. Mann karta hai suicide kar lun.. Kaise bhulaaun.. suggestt kro plsss.. I will text yu on yr inbox..