Lost love

M/25 admin plz post kr dena yaar. Ab kya confess kru… Bhot jyada pyar krti thi wo mujhse aur m bhi bhot jaya pyar krta hu us se. Ekdum sweet, innocent thi wo. 1 &1/2 yrs pahle jb mili thi tb bechari ko luv hota kya hai ye bhi nhi pta tha. Bt fir mujhse bhot jyada pyar kiya usne. Hattho pe mahandi me chupa k mera naam likhna, har prblm me mera sath dena etc…etc… Ab prblm ye thi ki hum inter caste hai. Wo hmesha mujhse lipat ke puchti thi ki kya hmari shadi hogi??? Aur m use mna kr deta tha. Uske piche bhi reason tha, hum well educated the bt family k bare me bhi to sochna pdta hai na as u all know traditional Indian families. Aur dusra reason ye tha ki m pahle khud ko settle krna chahta tha taki us se shadi kr sku. Iske liye m uska sahar chodd k dusre sahar aa gya. Khud ka hsptl set kiya, din-raat mehnat ki. Is bich use tym nhi de paya aur use lga ki m use bhool gya hu. 4 mnths baad finally aaj usne brkup kr liya. Bhot dukh hai yaar use khone ka. Kagaz kmane k chakkar me heera kho diya mne..:( ab use waps paane ka koi tarika bhi nhi dikhta kyuki wo mujhse baat hi nhi krna chahti..:( mere naam se hi chid ho gyi hai use…:(