Love Vs Breakup

Admin i want uh 2 post dis asap cud i need ppls suggestions on dis one…

I loved a gurl…
A yearcand a half ago i had a brk up wid her…
Reason behind brk up is dat i felt so uncmfrtable at that tym…
It seems lyk agr main brk up ni krta toh shyad wo kr leti…
At that tym she was selfish n cool types…
Which made meh nervous in being wid her…
Still i loved her but i dun wanna get hurted anymore..
One side i had her and on the othr side it was i ego so i left her…
A mnth ago i started feeling absence of her in mah life…
And nw she dun want 2 get in any kind of relationship infact she is single since i lft…
And nw she acts lyk a lady so genuine n gentle…
But i still thnks nothing changed b/w us…..
What wud i do 2 get bck her in my life…
She talks 2 me nw but she cnt trust meh now…
She us on mah facebook , whatsapp , insta….? but she feels so vunerable wid meh…she wants meh as a frnd…
But i dunt hav any frnds kinda feelings fr her….
I wish her 2 be bck in mah life…
I still love her the way i used 2 do yeAr and a half bck….