messed up

Bhai post kar dena M24 delhi dhai saal se relationship me tha sab kiya long distance relationship me rehte hue loyal rha milna muskil tha baat karna muskil tha fir bh nibhaya …frnds chut gaye family chut gayi career bh bas khtm hone wala hai …use bas chorna tha reason aisa di jiske chalte sayad hi kabhi kisi ka brkup hua ho…ab wo finally man bana chuki hai to sayad hi wapas aye ek month me pata nh kya ho gya use ki thoda bh mere bare me nh sochi use kuch bura laga to chali gayi bina reason bataye…emotions ko lekar kafi weak hu man me bas ye khyal ata hai ki sucide kar lu fir sochta hu sayad is se bh farak nh pada to.ye nh bekar ho jayega ..kyunki itna strong nh hu ki khud ko barbaad hote dekh saku to soch rha hu try kar lu