Need Suggestion

hello ..i need a suggestion
i was in a relation and i loved him so much..3 years ka relation tha but then time ke sath wo study mein busy ho gya..time nhe dena..5-6 month mein ek bar milna..fights and all start ho gye
bhut roti the mein ki muje attentiom chye tumhari but finally breakup ho gya..mein use bhul he nhe payi..
study se mind divert..rona yhi sab reh gya tha
but then just to forget him..i came into a relationship with lakshay..and lakshay ko mne phle he bol diya tha ye sab..mein uske samne apne ex ko yaad krke bhe roti the ..
but lakshay mujse pyar krne lga and he told to his mom about me..mne usse khay yr i am not serious for u..try to understand
but he started to cry ki now i love u bhut khush rakhuga etc..so uske pyar ke samne mein bhe haar gyi and i started tolove him..but after 1 month mre ex ka call aya and wo sry khny lga..khta i still love you..sab bhul ja..
usne college mein ake sry bola ..
and mne lakshay ko ye sab btaya..he said tumhari marji jo decision lo mn kch nhe khuga bs i love u
jb se ex se mili hoon..ro he rahi hn
smjh nhe aa rha kya kru
ek taraf ex jisse mn bhut pyar krti h
n ek traf Lakshay jo mjse pyar krta hn
mein ex ko nhe bhul sakti
and wahi ek side Dad jo mujse bhut pyar krte hn..khty hn beta bf mat bnana..asa koo kaam mat krna ki mein tumhe beti na khu.. ..mri mrji se shadi krna
what shuld i do??