plz suggest..

Heloo guys, it’s been 3 Years since i had my breakup ..he left me without giving me a reason.. We still talk to each other i still lv him so much..jb mei roti hu to use naatak lgta h.he nva respct ni mre long long msg ka hmmm or ok rply krta h..bt he is olways ready to do non vg chat wth me..mei usse bht req krti t dat plz mse mil lo bt usne venue n time deciede ki mei gyi to wo ni aya .. thn wo bht Bht mushkil se mila last mnth fir b uska nature chance ni hua. M fed up wth dis drama 3 yrs o gye h. Now plz suggst me shud i do so dat use regrt o realize.o cz he himslf knws ki nobdy else can lv me jtna mei krti hu.. Jb mei usse baat krna bnd kr dti to mutual frnds k through kuch na kuch aisa krta h jisse mei fr bt krne lgti hu..Plz guys suggst me mei bht strrssd hu