struggling to forget

last year i met a guy on fb group as both are preparing for competitive exam.iam 21 yrs old and he is 26 yrs old.soon we became close by chatting daily.he proposed me ,first i didnt accepted ,later after some months we broke up i blocked all his contacts in fb,watspp etc.later this year in july as my exams are over i have sometime..he again called me one day ,said sorry to each other and again became day we both planned and met and just roamed on bike for 4 hrs.he proposed me again and after meeting i started loving him a lot.he is very good boy but he flirts with gals,did the same to year he is going to marry,but i love him a lot,i tried all the ways to forget him but none of them worked.recently as i was serious in love he stopped talking to him,100’s of messages,lot of calls i did but he didnt replied to anyone.iam unable to live without him,i madly love him even though i know i cant own him…
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