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F,22

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I lmw u read ds page..dts y writing it here…. I left me… said dt u hate me..bt still i dnt knw y.. I LUV U .. i committed many mistakes… hurt u many tyms.. bt dt dt ws bcz f immaturity .. u left me alone… blocked me frm everywhere.. do u really think dt if i’ll nt c ur pic dn i’ll frget u ??? m sry.. bt luv doesnt need pix etc.. u live in my heart dear.. & no one cn erase u .. i tried to hate u bcz of how much u insulted me.. said to me.. bt i really cnt..i cnt.. cz i still luv u vry mch.. more dn anything…i still pray fr u… i knw one day u’ll cum to me.. & will say u luv me.. i decided not to marry any1 now.. its nt dt i dnt believe any1 or aything lyk dt… its jst .. dt d ryts i had given u… d luv i feel fr u.. i cnt give it to anybody else evr in my lyf… u knw.. if sum1 wud guarantee me dt i cn spend only one day wd u… n aftr dt i have to die… i wud choose dt fr sure… i upload many pix & status jst to hide my feelings n to show dt m absolutly fyn.. bt deep inside i knw.. m nt.. m totally broken …since last 7 months i cry vry nyt & pray to god to get u back…i dnt knw… whether dese things mattr fr u or nt evn..somtyms i evn think of committing suicide bt dn think.. if i’ll die.. dn how wud i get to marry u … how will i tell u how much i really luv u…while writing ds m still crying…bt evry drop of my tear believes ,,.. u’ll come 1 day defently & u’ll say… “I LUV U MISHTI ” .. till dt day…i’ll wait fr u baby… i really luv u…. miss u lyk hell :'( bt still luv u …

Damn frustrating

F24
he was ma senior in college.i was disturbed cz of my previous reltns he accepted me and told i will take care till we both will b able to take stand for future.he used to treat me as a baby bt after he graduatn we were in long distance he went 4 prepartn of civil services.started to give less time as i used to wait whole day in night he used to call.jhagade hote the par manane k liye kch v krta tha bs milne k liye aaya ek baar bs mjhe bht gussa aata tha baht so i brokeup qki koi matlab nhi tha fir m ghar ja rhi thi us din aaya sabke samne hath per jode bola maaf krdo i ll make everything work mere ghar tak aaya pura ek din mere ghar k samne park h betha rha..bt i got hurt so i told my family problem jo krna h kro mjhe kch nhi lena dena.i left him der headed to home.dat day onwards i am working he is disturbing me yar..pura din jo v accha tha uske msg likhte rhta h jo v naam bulata tha wo sab msg krta h.i talked to ex he did not do any such things when i left him.wo bataye wo blackmail kr rha h uske paas mt jaao..and yar mjhe MBA krna h bht aage jana h clg topper rhi hu aur uski koi job tk nhi h.now he is disracted 4m his studies so i complained to his family that i will nt marry him so y he is doing so..den he cut his wrist saying sorry sorry begging i dont feel 4 him cz of him i blocked him 4m gmail fb everywhere cz mjhe mere parents ki sochna h..baht aage jaana h and mere parents kch na kch accha hi dhudenge mere liye..wo bolta h plzz ek baar mjhe dekho ek baar baat kro mjhe hug kro mjhe tmhari gaudi m head rkhna h he sucks yaar..now my ex support me in everything m happy whether he will die or whatever from ma side go to hell after insulting he is telling bahut punishment ho gayi na betu ab toh maaf krdo wapas ajao..arre yar m feel nhi krti ab tak nhi gayi to q jaungi..m happy..simplei told if u love me dont msg me u ll forget me then he told ohh ryt tm bhul gayi to m bullshit hi lguga na tmhe kch accha yad nhi sb bura dekh rhi ho toh q smjhogi m kese feel krta tha tmhare liye kya kya sochta tha dono k liye..so i told toh batana tha tab now i m nt interested..kya kru yar m fed up with this guy..pics bheje bt i dont feel..blackmailer kahin ka..bs yhi kehta rhta h i will make everything work plzz mjhe smjho ek baar mere liye feel kro..m happy with my ex and new friends…

Help

M 20,Mumbai
I’m a guy of simple taste with not many demands frm parents…but quite frustrated… Can’t concentrate on my engineering ryt now….i repeated to get a good college but still not happy…failing subjects… Parents r fed up with me….mum always says get ouuta the house…I feel like I’m the worst son ever born…feel stuck..on toppa that I’m madly in love with a girl since 7 years could never gather the courage to tell her…pls help…m not a bad person

Love.

Hi guys
F21 Delhi
M phle b ek post daal chuki hu about my relationship, ki mere bf ne 1 din se mje msg ni kie bcz he’s so busy with his friends, I don’t think so , u guys remember , but today 3 September hmari anniversary h yr nd what he did, I mean mje wish tk ni ki, nd jb mene usko call kia to ni pick kia nd ab 4 bje meko msg krke wish kia or phr mje gussa aa rha ths , to jo ek genuine si bat h kisi ko b aaega , nd usne mjse ldai ki, mje mnane ki jgh khud gussa hoke beth gya, lekin phr b mene socha it’s ok yr I don’t want to spoil our very special day sort out krne ki try krri hu but, nhi mana nd phn b switch off , mann to krra h break up krlu nd chor du , but m kr ni skti bcz I love him so much.
bs mje ye suggestions de dijiye what should I do to realize his mistake..pls tysm for reading this

I still love you

Hello everyone ek saal se is page ko follow kr ra hun….baht confessions parhi baht suggestions diye…aaj khud kuch confess krna chahta hun…last year ek ladki se mila she is from Kolkata and Bengali thi wo aur main Sikh…pyaar hogya usse and Punjabi hun pyaar hoya dosti dil khol ke krte hain…I really liked her character her helping nature esa lagne laga aaddat si pr gyi thi mujhe uski Maine usse propose kia and usne haan krdi…relationship was beautiful but ekdin achanak she started behaving weird calls Ana km hogye and ekdin usne bola ki relationship continue nahi krskti religion problem hai…sbke gharpe religion problem hoti hai Maine smjha but I was wrong the very day she broke up with me she had a new bf 🙂 ….yaar mujhe sach Hi boldeti mai khud Hi door chala jata…and she broke up with me in msg yes its true msg pe break up and I was blocked everywhere…. Anyways I am waiting for someone who will love me truly 🙂
Break up kro but msg pe nahi and sach bolke karna agar koibhi karo….bas yaro this was my confession agar long hua ho to sorry and I have learnt a lot from my relationship and have taken all the positive things from it 🙂

Lost love

M/25 admin plz post kr dena yaar. Ab kya confess kru… Bhot jyada pyar krti thi wo mujhse aur m bhi bhot jaya pyar krta hu us se. Ekdum sweet, innocent thi wo. 1 &1/2 yrs pahle jb mili thi tb bechari ko luv hota kya hai ye bhi nhi pta tha. Bt fir mujhse bhot jyada pyar kiya usne. Hattho pe mahandi me chupa k mera naam likhna, har prblm me mera sath dena etc…etc… Ab prblm ye thi ki hum inter caste hai. Wo hmesha mujhse lipat ke puchti thi ki kya hmari shadi hogi??? Aur m use mna kr deta tha. Uske piche bhi reason tha, hum well educated the bt family k bare me bhi to sochna pdta hai na as u all know traditional Indian families. Aur dusra reason ye tha ki m pahle khud ko settle krna chahta tha taki us se shadi kr sku. Iske liye m uska sahar chodd k dusre sahar aa gya. Khud ka hsptl set kiya, din-raat mehnat ki. Is bich use tym nhi de paya aur use lga ki m use bhool gya hu. 4 mnths baad finally aaj usne brkup kr liya. Bhot dukh hai yaar use khone ka. Kagaz kmane k chakkar me heera kho diya mne..:( ab use waps paane ka koi tarika bhi nhi dikhta kyuki wo mujhse baat hi nhi krna chahti..:( mere naam se hi chid ho gyi hai use…:(

girlfriend convinces her boyfriend to kill himself

A 18 year old girl who encouraged her boyfriend to take his own life has been charged by police.

Michelle Carter is now accused of involuntary manslaughter, and on Monday, appeared in court in New Bedford, Massachusetts.

Hundred’s of texts between her and her boyfriend Conrad Roy were spread out, and in them, she is actively convincing him that suicide is the only option.

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In one of the most inhumane texts, she says: ‘You said you were gonna do it. I don’t get like why you aren’t’.

Michelle Carter was on the phone to Roy while he died, and reportedly told a friend to listen to his cries of pain.

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Her defence team point to the fact that this was not the first time Roy had tried to commit suicide, and that he had a history of depression.

Since the texts were made public, the hashtag #JusticeForConrad has gone viral, with plenty of people taking to Twitter to express their horror and disgust at the messages.

 

whats my fault?

Hey Evryone
Admin Plss Post it
I Really Need Some Suggestions

I ws in a rltnship wid a guy since last 1 year
2 mnths back, i got to know dat he was cheating on me
Still I said him to make a fresh strt as i luvd him a lot nd he also agreed
Bt still he continued talking wid dat girl
Actually usko dono k sath rhna tha bt ye to possible th ni
Then aftr situation strtd becoming worse
He strtd abusing nd threating me
Then i decided to tell his parents abt evrythng
I went to his place nd talked to his parents
Bt nw i m feeling guilty
Mai to usse bht pyar krti thi fir uske hi lyf me kaise pblm creat kr di frown emoticon
Kya maine glti ki ??

Ladki pyaarsm shaadi-Pyaar!!

M Ek ladki k sath relationship m tha 4 saal.. Relation k strting se hi pta tha.. hm dono kavi shaadi nai kr skte .. ladki ki family k karn.. in 4saalo m wo hamesha kehti thi.. jb o chali jaiyagi tb m strng rahu.. January m uske liya rista aya.. hm dono ko lga.. this is our end.. fir maine thk kiya apne liya mujhe move on krna chahiya.. maine kiya.. but o rishta tut gaya.. nai bani baat.. but m decision le liya tha.. nd move on kr chuka tha.. o wapas aa gayi.. mujhe nai pta kb tak k liya.. aj itna mahina ho gaya.. na m dil se ushe mita paya.. na o.. but mere andar o nai rha.. dedication.. ab bhi pyar krta hu care krta hu.. rota hu chinta hota h.. boht guilt feel hota h.. i knw o mere liya ro ri h.. dil m bojh sa bn gaya h.. kya karu o mujhse boht pyar krti h.. but shaadi nai karegi ghar k against naa vag jaiyagi mere saath.. boht ajib h.. zindegi bhar ya guilt na jaiyaga jishe m chaha itna pyar se rakha ushe hi m itna rula rha hu.. or dekh rha hu..

One Mistake of My Life

I know u will read it…. Plz post it

It’s been aprox 1 yr and 4 months we are seperated but i see u daily in my dreams. My day starts n end wid u. This is not some cheesy line but i actually do this. Ur pictures

Even i dont know how many times i see ur picture in a day. Bcz thats all i could do. I could not have u back..

I am restless. I cant focus on anything all that go through my mind is you . I dont text u or call u either coz i know u are happy in ur life and i dont wanna spoil it with my presence. I can get u back with my prayers cz i believe in Allah and so my prayers but i dont do this cz that would be wrong with ur wife. Whats her fault afterall. I just pray to forget u as soon as possible even that is not possible. Am trying it hard and hard but my condition is getting worse and worse.

I miss u every single second. The reason i texted u after such a long time is bcz i was missing u so badly. And i just wanted u to know my condition. I Love You <3 And yea i wont be able to move on with any other guy.

Bcz i’ve loved u and i cant love anyone else. I will be loyal to u..

U just take care.