I was into a relationship for 5 years.. I loved him more than anything in this world. But we always fought. I never was loved by anyone.. Not by parents, not by sisters, friends betrayed me. Even he started behaving which i never expectd. Made fun of me always, stopped hearing my problem, he just stopped talking with me. We lived together but he was never there with me. Ignored me for his friends, family.. Then he would always spend my money and will say he hasspent alot on me which i dont even know when. I was so frustrated with my life tried to die. But was saved everytime. Lost everything everyone i loved. He was never there to give me his shoulder to cry on. On our anniversary this year i talked to a guy he is not from this country but made me feel so special that i dont even think my boyfriend has made me feel ever. Now this guy is trying hard to come to me and to take me with him so that i can marry him. But i still cant get over my EX becuase i have spend so much of time with him. I never betrayed him but this new guy made me do this.. That means he has a special heart. I dont know what to do now.
I really luv u more than the words could ever say..!
I met a guy on fb.. He texted me first.. I replied.. ! (My first mistake) .. We started talking.. We had shared secrets nd laughs , rainy nights nd sunny days..! I was in love..! We loved each other a lot.. ! We were so perfect together.. Until one fine day he wanted to break free.. ! He didn’t give me any explanation .. He just left.. ! And then.. I sat silently in daze for a moment..! Reality sank in nd i began to cry..!! He took away a part of me.. HIM.. ! I’m still confused whether he luvd me or not.. Whether i was just a time pass for him.. Or i had any special place in his heart.. ! He came into my life nd changed it forever…!!! He taught me everything.. About love , life , hope nd the long journey ahead.. ! He had always made me feel special in all that he had done.. Nd in all that he had said.. ! I will always miss him..! Boy.. I still love u with all my heart’s might.. Nd i’ll never forget u..!