Typical Indian Problem

Hi admin plz share this post..and suggestions for me. 4Year se ek ladke ko like krti hu means pyar krti hu,only phone pe bat kiye h ham log bcoz alag alag state m rhte h,mai Maharashtra me or wo m.p. me,hmari frndship fb m hui thi,papa ke dost ka beta h.Gud job h uske pas or smart bhi h,video call pe dekha h ek dusre ko.but abhi tak Maine ni btaya ki I am in love with you.. dar lagta h kehne me. Ab ghar wale meri shadi ki bat kr rhe hai to kya mujhe usse milna chahiye or bta du kya use pyar k bare me..kisi ko bhi hmare relationship k bare me pta ni hai. meri fmly bahot strict h kisi ko ni bta sakti mai. to kya mai us ladke ko bta du ki pyar krti hu mai,or milna chahiye kya mujhe usse?? Female 22 nagpur