I’ve been married for 8 years, and things have become… well, boring. Before marriage, I was always the adventurous type, always seeking new experiences, but after I settled down, it felt like everything just stopped. My husband and I love each other, but somewhere along the way, the spark faded. I didn’t want to hurt him, but I was craving excitement again. So, I came up with an idea… something risky.
I spent weeks convincing him to try something ‘just for fun’, and that was “partner swapping”. At first, he wasn’t on board, but eventually, I wore him down. He agreed, and we found a couple. We met up, and what happened that night was beyond anything I could have imagined. Everything was too good. The Sex, the foreplay, even the oral. It was thrilling, exciting, and felt like I was finally alive again.
But now, everything feels different. Those little moments we used to share, like foreplay or soft makeouts and grinding/spooning in the kitchen, have completely stopped. He’s become distant, hardly engaging with me the way he used to. He’s coming home late from work, and when we talk, it’s like he’s uninterested. The guilt is eating me up. I’m terrified it’ll get back to him and ruin everything we’ve built.
I know I’m going to get a lot of hate for this confession, but I want to make it right now. Any suggestions will be appreciated.