Hi, when I was in my final year of B.Tech, I met a girl, and very quickly, we started talking and entered into a relationship. It went on for some time, and later, we got physical a few times. However, after those intimate moments, I started having thoughts of losing interest in her, and my mind began looking for ways to distance myself from her.
During this period, I also shared my feelings with my parents, but they rejected the idea. I felt like I had no other choice but to end things with her, so I made up some excuses and broke up with her. However, I never confessed that I was losing interest after those intimate moments.
After the breakup, I tried reaching out to her a few times, but she didn’t respond. Around two and a half years later, we met at a mutual friend’s party, and we had a good conversation. Later that day, unfortunately, we ended up staying at a friend’s house. She tried to create a moment, but I refused.
She confessed that she still had feelings for me. Not knowing what to do at that moment, I just said no to her and told her that I didn’t have any feelings anymore. A few days later, my mind played tricks on me, and I thought about going to her and accepting her proposal. I went to her, but she told me she had moved on. All of this happened within a month.
It’s been a year now, and I still can’t get her out of my mind. She also changed her mobile number. I feel guilty about the breakup because I never gave her a genuine reason. Should I meet her and explain how I felt after we got physical and let go of my guilt?