Confession of Yashika dating with Instagram guy

In 2020, when COVID hit, we started talking on Instagram. At that time, I was struggling with medical issues, so chatting with him made me feel better. We would talk all day. Finally, he proposed to me on April 30, 2020. We had never met in person, but I said yes on May 14, 2020. In June, he came to meet me for the first time, and I saw him. We met every month, and our love grew deeper. We had a profound love for each other, and we became very mentally attached.

However, in 2021, due to some family issues, I decided to break up with him. I didn’t want to end the relationship, but there were many fights, and he spoke poorly about my family. So, we broke up in March 2022. Both of us were hurt, but I controlled my feelings and never contacted him again. After five months, he reached out to me for help with a problem. I agreed to help, but he mentioned he was in a relationship, which hurt me deeply because I still loved him. I didn’t say anything to him, but he suggested we stay in touch as friends. I agreed to meet him one last time and then stop contact. During that meeting, he told me he wasn’t happy with his current girlfriend and that he felt peace with me.

Gradually, he started telling me that I was his love, and if possible, he would come back to me.

From 2022 to December 2023, he kept telling me that he loved only me and was unhappy with his girlfriend. In December 2023, he spoke harshly to me, and I blocked him. In January 2024, I saw my friend going through a breakup, and it made me realize that when I broke up with him, he must have been hurt similarly. He still claimed he was unhappy with his girlfriend, so I decided that I wanted him back because he loved me, and I loved him too. I contacted him in March 2024. We spoke on the phone and then met for a long drive. As we were about to reach home, he took my hand and said he missed the comfort and understanding we had.

After four days, we decided to spend a day together. During that time, he became very close to me and did everything with me (he was the first person to experience this level of intimacy with me (he was the first person to experience this level of intimacy with me). After that day, a few days later, I told him that we should get married, and he agreed. He said he would break up with his girlfriend, whom he didn’t love, by giving her some reasons. At the end of March 2024, he told me that his girlfriend had brought her mother home and was talking about marriage. I agreed that he could manage things at his home. He then called me from his house, saying he wanted to marry me, but his mother didn’t agree. I called my father, who agreed, and I thought our marriage was imminent.

Then he came to meet me again, and we became intimate once more. I told him we would do everything after marriage, and he agreed, saying that since we were about to marry, it was fine. In the first week of April 2024, he told me that his engagement date was fixed. He then revealed that his marriage with his girlfriend had been arranged four months earlier. Even then, he still wanted to marry me. With just 15 days left until the engagement, he said he would tell his family that he didn’t want to go through with it.

However, after seeing the preparations for the wedding and the booking of venues by his girlfriend’s family, he seemed to backtrack.

A day before the engagement, I told him he shouldn’t go through with it because our recent contact had become very close, and physical connections are hard to forget. He said invitations had already been sent out, and he promised to break up with his girlfriend after the engagement. But within two days after the engagement, he told me it was no longer possible because it would harm his family’s reputation. He advised me to move on, which was impossible for me. I had become very attached to him due to our physical connection.

After the engagement, I begged him not to leave me. He said he would try to fight with his girlfriend and come back to me. He spent three days with me, and I observed that he spoke kindly to his girlfriend on the phone. Even when I asked for marriage, he agreed but did not take it seriously. When I threatened to inform his girlfriend’s family about his actions, he told her what was happening. His girlfriend then threatened to file a police complaint if I didn’t leave him alone. She asked him if he loved me, but he didn’t answer. Later, he called me and said I was his love but that he needed to forget me for his family and marry his girlfriend. He blocked me everywhere.

Now, when I miss him, I only cry and search for him everywhere. He no longer talks to me, and I don’t know if he cares or not. If he didn’t want to marry me, why did he say he would? Why did he get involved with me physically? I had always believed that a girl should only have one man in her life, and now he has left me and is marrying someone else. My mind is troubled, but for my parents, I will have to marry someone else. He has destroyed my life and is happy with someone else. He was my true love, and even though we had no physical contact before, when I returned in March 2024 and met him, he promised to marry me but left me alone.