I was in love with someone. We met in 2019, and then in 2020, the lockdown happened, turning our relationship into a long-distance one. When we met again, I found out there was already another girl in his life. He told me about her later, but by that time, we had already gotten so close that I couldn’t distance myself from him, no matter how hard I tried.
I wanted to marry him. I just wanted him in my life. But he couldn’t marry me because of that girl, who was obsessively in love with him, almost like a psycho.
Then, after a year, he himself proposed to me for marriage. I don’t know why, but I didn’t agree to marry him because of the pressure of inter-caste issues. Now, it’s been two years since he married that girl. Even so, not a day goes by when I don’t think about him. All I want is to talk to him just once, just once, even if it’s for two minutes.
I don’t want to go back to him, and I truly want him to be happy in his life. But still, my heart longs to speak to him one last time. I even remember his number by heart, but I just can’t bring myself to do it.
What should I do? Please suggest…