he left me

F 19..3 months pehle he broke up wid me..one year back usne propose kiya tha mujhe.nd i said yes.par bahut understanding prblms thi.ladai bahut hoti thi hmari.pr iska mtlb ye to nai tha ki main usse pyar nai karti thi.use lagta h ki maine uske pyar ki kadar nai ki.han mujhse galtiya hui ki main thodi arrogant thi.lekin breakup ke bd bi maine efforts nai chode use vapas pane ke.cl text sb kch karti rahi.kunki mujhe laga ki agar galti meri h.agar use lagta h ki maine uske pyar ko nai samjha to main har ek koshish karungi use wapas pane ki.use ehsas dilaungi ki main bahut pyar karti hon usse..bahut royi hon bahut tadpi hon in 3 months me.aur jb kal use cl ki to pata chala ki he is in a relatnshp wid her ex gf..i was shattered.tut gayi hon main.3 months se khud ko saza de rai thi ki agar mere use hurt karne ki wajah se ye sb hua h to main apni galti sudharungi.bt wo to relatn me bi a gaya..aur us ladki ne use kbi ditch kiya tha kisi aur ki wajah se.aur aj wo wapas ayi to use maf kar diya..aur meri feelings..mere ansu.aj kch bi matter nai karte uske liye.wo sare moments, wo sari yadein, wo sare promise sb ka vajod 3 mahine bi nai raha uske liye..mujhe kch samaj nai a raha kya karu.bahut pyar karti hon main usse.