Sinking Ship

rat me 12:30 bajre the uspe itna gussa aara tha ki smjh ni aara tha kya karu hath me blade liya n hath kat liya q ki mujhe hurt hote dekh use khusi hi hoti hongi isliye sayad bhot khus ho jaye. 2 saal se frndship thi jo bestie me change ho gyi mai use like karne laga but apni feeling apne hi pas rakha n huk dono me se koi is relationship me ni aana chahata tha . ab jab frnd h to fight to hongi hi maximum time meri hi galti raheti thi n mai khud jake manata tha but is tym jo fight huwi mujhe ni lgta meri galti thi n sayad mai apne aap ko hurt karke galat kiya but kuch smjh hi ni aara tha yar bus rona aara tha socha ab jab use ye pata chalenga to is bar khud ayengi mere pas but mai wrong tha . but uski ek aadat h jb bhi hum colg se ghar jate wo mere solder par sir rakhkar soti sayad iski use aadat ho gyi ho aaj me pure raste me yehi soch ke aaya ki wo aaj baithe baithe ghar gayi ho sayad ro bhi rahi hongi akele baith jaise mai rora. but ek baat smjh me aa gayi bestie se frndship tutna relationship ke tutne se jayada bura hota h.