Hi, i’m 25 years old. I married the guy i loved when i was 21, and we had 2 babies. However, our relationship turned into a roller coaster, and i felt like the love was gone. I was living just for my kids when suddenly my husband committed suicide. He had financial and depression problems.
Everyone started blaming me, but the truth is he had extramarital affairs, and I caught him. He left me with burdens and our kids. It took me a year to overcome all of that.
Afterward, I met a guy at work. We became close, and he was a relief for me. When I started developing feelings for him, he revealed that he was already in a committed relationship, but eventually he admitted to having feelings for me as well we are
More like best friends, but also in love when we are together, we forget about his commitment. He told me he has genuine feelings for me but can’t hurt his current partner as she might self-harm. I’m torn about what to do.
I tried to distance myself from him, but it only makes me feel worse. He shows care and affection in ways that a guy would for his love. However, I know deep down that I may not end up with him in the long run.