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Hi frnds…i m 20 yr old n m y confess krna chahti hu dat mra ek frnd h jisse mri frndship 2 sal phle hui thy n vo mujhse luv krta h bt m nhi as a frnd i like him bt use lgta h m b use luv krti hu as mne use as a frnd like u kaha tha bt i dnt understand y kesa luv h he abuses me verbally…ek br nh 5-6 bar jb gusse m hota h to galiya deta h muh p itna he nhi mri best frnd ko b gali di mre samne as vo mri frnd ko psnd nh krta h mre mummy papa ko b..mne use bhut kha y sb kt bol n kafi dino tak bt b nhi ki bt jb vps strt hui to yhi sb bolta h gusse m m mre bap ka b nh wat should i do gys pls help