teacher crush

I m 19 years old..mai lucknow ke ek clg me padhti hu..2 saal phle school me mere school teacher pe mera crush tha..i used to like him very much..avi kuch din phle wo mujhe fb pe mile..hum roj chats krne lage..baato hi baato mein maine kab unse pyar ho gya pata nahi chala.unko ye bat maine jatane ki kosis ki to pata chala wo v mujhe like karne lage h.unka job kahi dusre
.sehar me ho chuka hai par unka hometown wahi h jaha mai rhti hu.ab hum dono ek dusre ko chahte h.par dar lagta h commitment se qki wo mere se 10 saal bade h.hamari dunia alag h.dar lagta h dunia kya kehegi.mai unse mil v ni skti.mai hamesha unke sath rehna chahti hu par ye impossible h.mujhe dar lagta h k mai unko kho na du.dono hi halat muskil h.mai kya karu plz tel me smjh ni aa raha